Sick & Tired

I'm sick of neglecting my needs because of how you feel about them I'm tired that you don't get why I am Sick of serving sick of smiling Tired of being held up while he gets applauded I'm tired of competition between women I'm sick of having the same conversation Tired of manoeuvring male fragility Sick that so much still plays out on this binary Fuck me I am sick of GUYS LIKE YOU tired of defending everything I do sick of the sainthood acting allies tired of how time is yours but not mine I'M SICK Sick and tired Sick of Sickened Sick and I'm SICK I'M FUCKING SICK I'm tired that we are on the streets again because another woman has been murdered by a man who thought he owned her I'm sick of the focus on what we do not why we're fucking doing it I'm tired of fighting a justice system stacked against us Sick of these pantomime villains and the way they spin their shit tired of hearing he was a nice guy sick of the non stop cycle of atrocity I'm sick of the late nights Shifts with no breaks Tired of the eczema Sick of the back ache Tired of the headlines Sick of the hot takes them pointing the finger to cover their mistakes I'm tired of the onslaught The pace of this piss take sick of the notion gender writes our fate terfs swerfs idiots exhausting the whole wave when we're trying to fight to make us all safe I'm sick I'm fucking sick I'm tired I've been tired for years I'm sick I'm fucking sick I FEEL IT IN MY GUTS I FEEL IT