Vendetta

All my feelings feel way too much for me, now I'm freaking But I ain't got time for that right now, so I keep bailing All them deals I make with myself when I fall asleep 'Cause these days I don't have a dream How will I ever grow? With this handful of seeds I'm fed up, get me out of scene I'm tryna let it go I keep haunting my dreams I'm fed up, I can't fall asleep Can't fall asleep Hold up I'm picking up the pieces No luck I've been running on my knees Ain't nobody told me How hard it is to hug your enemies I'm getting there slowly Got a vendetta with who I used to be My emotions plan an ambush on me, but I see them coming An army's suited up for war, but they shoot for nothing I keep telling on myself, I'm my own worst enemy But these days I trick myself to sleep How will I ever grow? With this handful of seeds How will I ever know? How Fight what I see I'm tryna let it go I keep haunting my dreams I'm fed up, I can't fall asleep Can't fall asleep Hold up I'm picking up the pieces No luck I've been running on my knees Ain't nobody told me How hard it is to hug your enemies I'm getting there slowly Got a vendetta with who I used to be Searching for all the wicked thoughts They keep 'em cooking on my mind Searching for all the wicked thoughts They keep 'em cooking on my mind Searching for all the wicked thoughts They keep 'em cooking on my mind Searching for all the wicked thoughts They keep 'em cooking on my mind Searching for all the wicked thoughts They keep 'em cooking on my mind Searching for all the wicked thoughts They keep 'em cooking on my mind Searching for all the wicked thoughts They keep 'em cooking on my mind Searching for all the wicked thoughts They keep 'em cooking on my mind