All my friends know

Did you ever want me? No worries if not It's just that I told my mum She thinks we're still going strong She knows that I'm (I'm) So fond of you that she can't ignore How every day she knocks, but I don't answer my door Every time I look outside my house I try to make myself believe I can look at nature and feel good again You just called and text to say "I want to talk," but I'm too scared to meet Is that why you think the worst of me? Say we'll make up Why'd you say that? Why'd you break her? 'Cause I never got to teach myself at all How to not show Myself, let go All my friends know That you think the worst of me Even though you broke my heart Now we're different worlds apart Now I've blocked you since I'm smart Never got to teach myself at all Now that all that's done and said I see all the time I spent Not talking to my best friend 'Cause I thought the worst of me