A Lonely September

I'm sitting here all by myself Just trying to think of something to do Trying to think of something anything Just to keep me from thinking of you But you know its not working out Cause your all that's on my mind One thought of you is all it takes To leave the rest of the world behind Oh I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did And I didn't mean to get so close And share what we did And I didn't mean to fall in love But I did And you didn't mean to love me back But I know you did I'm sitting here trying to convince myself That your not the one for me But the more I think The less I believe and then the more I want you here with me You know the holidays are coming up I don't want to spend them alone Memories of x-mas time with you Just kill me if I'm on my own Oh And I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did And I didn't mean to get so close And share what we did And I didn't mean to fall in love But I did And you didn't mean to love me back I know its not the smartest thing to do We just can't seem to get it right But what I wouldn't give to have One more chance tonight One more chance tonight I'm sitting her trying to entertain Myself with this old gutair But with all my inspiration gone Its not getting me very far I look around my room and everything I see Reminds me of you Oh please baby won't you take my hand We got nothing left to prove I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did And I didn't mean to get so close And share what we did And I didn't mean to fall in love but I did And you didn't mean to love me back But I know you did And I didn't mean to meet you then When we were just kids And I didn't mean to give you chills The way that I kiss And I didn't mean to fall in love But I did And you didn't mean to love me back But I know you did Don't say you didn't love me back Cause you know you did No you didn't mean to love me back But you did