Sleep In The Heat

I was feeling a little bizarre The day that I buried my family car In the scrap metal wrecking yard And I've said so many goodbyes In the twenty-five years that I've been alive And I don't know why this one was so hard And every time I go back to my apartment All I wanna do is get stoned (whoa, oh, oh) And I'm sick and tired of blacking out on my carpet And waking up all on my own, so I brought you home You started falling apart Six months after you moved in And I should have known from the start That things would be different It's not something that I can fix If I could do anything, you know I would If this fucking vacation would come to an end Maybe then you'd be normal again Last week, when I went back to my apartment You were looking so stoned (whoa, oh, oh) The day after Christmas, you acted so different Just wanted to be on your own So I bought you medicine, went to the vet and Cashed all of my savings and loans (who, oh, oh) But it was too late, you were letting go Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, oh Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, oh (Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, oh) And nothing I say will make it okay You just sleep in the heat and repeat You're wasting away (whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, oh) And nothing I do is gonna save you I'm trying my best, but you can't even Look at me or talk to me or tell me what's happening to you Yesterday, I went back to my apartment To see how you've been holding up (whoa, oh, oh) You hadn't been eating, I thought you were sleeping, but You're not waking up And I want you to know that I'd spend every bit of my Pitiful savings and loans (whoa, oh, oh) Just to see you again But I know I won't