Mess

The patience I once had is running away with my youth Away in its hands I've been neglecting who I am That's just who I was back then Don't need to be perfect, just happy I'm still a lost boy I'm still a lost boy Last year I was a trainwreck, now I'm just a mess I'm letting go so I don't lose myself Every once in a while I listen to Death Cab and think about how it used to be We thought that we knew the answers When no one was asking Asking the questions I'm still a lost boy I'm still a lost boy Last year I was a trainwreck, now I'm just a mess I'm letting go so I don't lose myself I'm starting to be where I need to be I'm starting to be where I need to be It feels like I've been taking the long way for a while now Haven't been at home in more years than I care to say I keep letting my past cover what the present shouldn't be What I shouldn't be Last year I was a trainwreck, now I'm just a mess I'm letting go so I don't lose myself I'm starting to be where I need to be I'm starting to be where I need to be