Misunderstood

Yeah, I'm for real And it's that soldier shit, you know I'm saying? Now this one for the pain that I felt over the years This shit ain't been the same ever since a nigga was lil' Be too much on my brain make me wanna shed a tear I be tripping, reminiscing but I'm thankful I'm still here And I'm so misunderstood this that real soldier shit I never thought I'll see the day where I could go legit I was just on a stroll with my cuzzo tryna flip Seller over 30 minutes he said "You need more than this" 'Cause we swangin', better have your fire I got my fire, this shit be dangerous I won't tell no lie before I die, I'll go out banging Just tryna survive but this the life of a gangster It be hard to believe that I made it this far Made it when it was raining, boy that shit there left me scarred Often reminiscing 'bout Deja, that shit hurt me to my heart Know it drove my auntie crazy, 'cause she died right in her arms And I made it to the funeral but wishing that I didn't I been dreaming about that casket ever since I seen her in it I ain't tryna see no casket, I ain't tryna see no sentence My bitch don't understand me and my family in they feelings They say I might win a Grammy, fuck a Grammy I need a million It hurt me that I hurt you can't believe the way I did you I really thought that we'll be married move away and have some children And I can't even explain it, that shit be crazy And I'm so misunderstood if I could, then I would But I don't get it, I admit it Pain that I'm feeling, make me wanna cry sometimes, ooh It make me wanna cry sometimes, yeah uh And I'm so misunderstood if I could, then I would But I don't get it, I admit it while reminiscing It make me cry sometimes, oh oh Lord knows I cry sometimes That real soldier shit though, you know that-that That pain shit don't go no where like you know what I'm saying? That part be temporary but it still be, ballin' You know sometimes I be in my feelings about this shit I'm forever a soldier, soldier life, you know I'm saying? Thug to the bone, you know I'm saying? --- Misunderstood - Rod Wave