First Time

I guess that I was scared of what I was before us I guess that I was scared of who I was before love But now that I found it again Finding myself in the wreckage Wondering where I have been Guess you were my only blemish And now I see the things that I tried to hide And now I see the things that bring me to life And for the first time I don't mind That you found somebody else And for the first time I'm totally fine being by myself And for the first time I don't mind That you found somebody else And for the first time I'm totally fine being by myself I guess I thought I was my best when I was with you I guess that lonely was my only way to break through But now that I found it again Finding myself in the wreckage Wondering where I have been Guess you were my only blemish And now I see the things that I tried to hide And now I see the things that bring me to life And for the first time I don't mind That you found somebody else And for the first time I'm totally fine being by myself And for the first time I don't mind That you found somebody else And for the first time I'm totally fine being by myself And if I told you that the old you was my everything Would you believe me if I told you that I'm over it? And if I told you that the old you was my everything Would you believe me if I told you that I'm over it? But now I see the things that I tried to hide And now I see the things that bring me to life And for the first time I don't mind That you found somebody else And for the first time I'm totally fine being by myself And for the first time I don't mind That you found somebody else And for the first time I'm totally fine being by myself By myself By myself --- First Time - Ruth B.