Camo

Why I got this gel in my hair for no reason? Sitting in my bedroom with my headphones bleeding Staring at my posters of these Japanese women Dreaming of a day when it's worth what I'm seeing Should I get my trophies out the box? Should I hang my ribbons even though I lost? Cross country was that fastest on the team Cross country when I was only seventeen Now the only thing I got are these memories And a lot of time on my hands Camo print depression I keep my feelings hidden No pills, no thrills I'm not used to winning But that's life, that's life Camo print depression I keep my feelings hidden No pills, no thrills I'm not used to winning But that's life, that's life Somebody told me that I wasn't good enough Somebody told me that, fuck that What's gonna be my reputation? Camera phone too close to the bunk bed One on top and one on the bottom Is that a flip cam? (Yeah man) I got two (oh shoot) One for the B-roll, and one for the docu' These numbers mean nothing to me My mama saw me on TV Said she didn't recognize me Mama saw me on TV I'm not saying I'm a ride or die Mama saw me on TV Who's to say what's wrong or right? Mama saw me on TV Mama saw me on TV Mama saw me on TV Mama turned the TV off Camo print depression I keep my feelings hidden No pills, no thrills I'm not used to winning But that's life, that's life Camo print depression I keep my feelings hidden No pills, no thrills I'm not used to winning But that's life, that's life Somebody told me that I wasn't good enough Somebody told me that, fuck that Oh yeah, yeah, yeah Oh yeah, yeah, yeah That's life That's life