God I'm Feeling Low

Dear God, I ask you to forgive me for I have sinned I know I'm not perfect I've got a long way to go Inside my mind going back and forth Every single night I ask the lord Will you take all these gray clouds away? 'Cause when it rains I can't stand the storm Trauma's a pain that I can't ignore Know I drive for days, Imma crash the course I'm tryna fight off my depression I don't know how long I had it for But I had it long enough to know that it is a part of me They say get over it as if it isn't hard for me As if I didn't hear it from everybody else Giving me their opinion on everything that is wrong with me These highs and lows, taking their toll I can't control my feelings now I just don't know how long I'll go Way down this road I'm feeling down I make a record so they feel me now Just cuz you exist don't you're alive And I realize this as time passes by I can't call it quits, I quit every time I need to resist, this feeling inside I wish my pain would leave and just exit Maybe I didn't learn my lesson I feel disconnected 'Cause (Chorus) God I'm feeling low, low, low Feeling low Don't know where to go Woah God I'm feeling low, low, low I'm tired of pain Wish it'd go away I tell myself that I got this Then I tell myself that I'm not shit Tearing down my spirit And now I'm in my feelings Man, when am I gonna stop this? These voices in my head do it for sure Come parry myself till I'm insecure It hits me the worst when I'm feeling doubt I'm locked in my thoughts, there's no getting out It's this toxic cycle that I can't break Too paralyzed to move So then I just wait till the pressure crushes me with all of this weight Trust me I tried to run but I just can't escape Life's like a loaded gun pointed at my face Love's like a potent drug just to numb my pain I tried to open up to the one's that I date Just to get broken up, what a mistake (Chorus) God I'm feeling low, low, low Feeling low Don't know where to go Woah God I'm feeling low, low, low I'm tired of pain Wish it'd go away I pray the lord my soul to keep This nightmare isn't what I dreamed I cross my hands in agony I pray, I pray, Oh