Beautiful Scars

(Cutta we rich) I make the struggle look beautiful, life is crazy I been through pain, felt some depression, it made me Most of my niggas turned they back, it ain't break me I gave my heart to people, I regret it, they played me I'm dealin' with these scars that never heal Permanent scars that never heal I just want to know who's really here Come around, don't want no drama so just be my peace We ain't have nowhere to go so we was in the streets Really from them projects, we was strugglin' just to fuckin' eat Was broker than a bitch so I ain't have to worry 'bout 'em leechin' Crazy, I'm on top now niggas mad I don't speak I told my dawg I couldn't do nothin', ain't hear from him in weeks It's like a nigga gotta die just to get him some peace When I fell out with my big brother, shit it hurt me so deep Mmm, everything I love always seem to die I don't have no tears, all these tears I've cried Lost three of my brothers, I'm just askin' God why? Life has been so crazy, it's like we livin' just to die I make the struggle look beautiful, life is crazy I been through pain, felt some depression, it made me Most of my niggas turned they back, it ain't break me I gave my heart to people, I regret it, they played me I'm dealin' with these scars that never heal Permanent scars that never heal I just want to know who's really here 2012 Shaviya died, hurt a nigga deep Probably why a nigga walk around with this heat When Che killer get out, man, I'm gon' get him off the streets Probably never love again 'cause ain't nobody lovin' me I'm livin' in a world so cold My nigga dead, my nigga dead I'm fucked up in the head, I'll paint the city red Real street nigga, I don't send threats on the internet In real life, I'm livin' that They don't really know how I'm feelin' inside On them Percocet's when my lil' brother had died Bullet hit his heart, it had me questionin' God I swear, I damn near fainted when doctor said he ain't survive I make the struggle look beautiful, life is crazy I been through pain, felt some depression, it made me Most of my niggas turned they back, it ain't break me I gave my heart to people, I regret it they played me I'm dealin' with these scars that never heal Permanent scars that never heal I just want to know who's really here