Monster

Just make this go away. There's nothing left inside for you to take. I can't believe I'm all by myself Ripping away all that remains, Pieces of me, they just fall away. As I fall, further away from myself I seek the days that escape me. I choke on the ones I'm left with The monster's building inside me. And I hate the way I feel. I pray THE wounds will heal. Before the darkness, How long will this last? I try - with every waking moment of my life As I waste away To hide - the monster that is building up inside The scars in me So blind - pins and needles buried in my eyes What's left of me Goodbye - to everything that's chasing me Look into my eyes, do you see yourself? The reflection I see everyday. I'd bury my hate, but the pain is killing me. As I look in the mirror to see my face clearer, Reflections of shame staring back at me. I choke on my wretchedness, The monster builds up inside me. And I hate the way I feel. I pray THE wounds will heal. Before the darkness, How long will this last? I try - with every waking moment of my life As I waste away To hide - the monster that is building up inside The scars in me So blind - pins and needles buried in my eyes What's left of me Goodbye - to everything that's chasing me So blind - now I know how you make me feel. So tired - everything I know is crushing me, And I know that you can not trust in me. Now I know how you make me feel.