Smile

Sometimes I sit at home and wonder how it'd be If he had loved me Truly loved me, yes I learned a while ago That kind of thing It never happens for me And so I go around And just pretend Love is not for me I play the circus clown around my friends Make them laugh and they won't see That you never let 'em see you sweat Don't want them to think the pain runs deep Lord knows it's killing me So I put on my makeup Put a smile on my face And if anyone asks me Everything is okay I'm laughing 'cause no one Knows the joke is on me 'Cause I'm dying inside With my pride and a smile On my face On my face Singing la, la La, la, la, la (la, la) La, la, la, la, la, la (la, la) La, la, la, la, la, la (ooh, la) Sometimes I sit at home By the phone, hoping he might call me (call me, call me) But he don't call me (call me, call me) But then I realize Dreams come true aren't for girls like me Not like me And so I go around with my head up Like it ain't no thing And when the boy's around with all my friends I'm into other things 'Cause you never let 'em see you sweat Don't want them to think the pain runs deep Lord knows it's killing me And so I put my make up Put a smile on my face And if anyone asks me Everything is okay I'm laughing 'cause no one Knows the joke is on me But I'm dying inside With my pride and a smile On my face On my face It's not an easy thing to do Sometimes it's hard to face the truth It's not the life that I would choose But what else can I do? If he don't love me, no If he don't want me I'm not about to sit around Let myself go So I put on my makeup Put a smile on my face And if anyone asks me Everything is okay I'm laughing 'cause no one Knows the joke is on me 'Cause I'm dying inside With my pride and a smile On my face On my face Singing, la, la la La, la, la, la (la, la) La, la, la, la, la, la (la, la) La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la I keep singing, la, la La, la (la, da, da) la, la (la, da, da) La, la, la, la, la, la (la, la) La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la I keep singing, la, la La, la, la, la La, la, la, la, la, la La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la I keep singing, la, la --- Smile - Tamia