Are you still there?
Can you hear me?
Is this everything you thought that it would be?
Or was it all just a game? don't lie
I'm seeing signs of cold lies in your eyes
You need a new car? You need a Louis bag?
Stop crying babygirl, why you doing that?
And if I had one wish, it'd be this
Our very own planet with a bed and some Netflix
I need a new fix, don't need a new bitch
All is gone, none of this ever meant shit
And now my lips lay trembling, I never should've called that ambulance
Cause now you're gone, and he's gone too
Baby just look what you made me do
I didn't wanna do it but I told you that I would
Now you're both dead
Now I'm lying in the bath tub
Eyes wet
Nose bloody
Tryna find a way to make it all sound funny
But I can't, separate my feelings like a man, like your man
Tryna understand the death at hand
Contemplating on a ledge tryna take the edge
Wondering when you gonna take that mask off, I back off and run away
Try to head the other way
Won't you stay? nevermind
I know you'll find me, baby take your time
I focus on your diamond eyes
I wish I had the time to cry
But my mind is full and my heart so empty
Ever since the day that you left me
And that shit's still burning in my brain
Tried to fight it, but became friends with the pain
So f******ur man and f******u, you can't have him
Matter of fact, let me grab my magnum
Driving too fast now, too drunk
Bout to pass out
Got the window down to flick my ash out
Pull up to the crib, real shit
Door's locked, find a window, cave it in
This is it
4 in the morning is when it all happened
found you both sleeping, you were wearing his jacket
Sweaty hands on the 45, you died with the same dead look in your eyes
Now I'm lying in the bath tub
Eyes wet
Nose bloody
Tryna find a way to make it all sound funny
But I can't, separate my feelings like a man, like your man
Tryna understand the death at hand
Contemplating on a ledge tryna take the edge
Wondering when you gonna take that mask off, I back off and run away
Try to head the other way
Won't you stay? nevermind
I know you'll find me, baby take your time
