Could I

how could I let you do this again how could I let myself be sucked into this thing called friends how could I let you hurt me this way torturing myself day after day after day you'd have thought I'd learned by now want to let you go but don't know how how could I let you kiss me like that all of my hopes up only to be squashed flat how could I think that you'd love me too you're just a scared boy, the only kind that will do I hope you'll soon lose your charm that might save my heart from harm --- Could I - Softies