ANIMOSITY

I've already collapsed So I'll just drown my sorrows in a nonexistent world I don't know what is worse The utter waste of time or the eroding of my mind Alive means to be dead A bullet to the head The guilt faded away The anger has subsided, yet its shadow still remains I always gave too much It was never enough Get dressed in black and mourn again Fake funerals for all my friends 'Cause I can't let it go No, I won't let it go It's killing me again I replay it in my head when I'm alone I hope that you're alone now It's not me, it's you The one who never got a clue Drown in your guilt If karma doesn't hit you, then I will You ask me how I've been I paint a smile over my face and act like nothing's wrong Your pity party's fake And now I am reminded why I should've kept away I hope to God you know This smile is just for show Get dressed in black and mourn again Fake funerals for all my friends 'Cause I can't let it go No, I won't let it go It's killing me again I replay it in my head when I'm alone I hope that you're alone now It's not me, it's you The one who never got a clue Drown in your guilt If karma doesn't hit you, then I will Mayday, mayday This ship is going down Lost inside my thoughts again Living hollow to pretend Mayday, mayday This ship is going down Bury the truth of the lie you created Bury yourself and remember me when you're alone Mayday, mayday This ship is going down It's killing me again I replay it in my head when I'm alone I hope that you're alone now It's not me, it's you The one who never got a clue Drown in your guilt If karma doesn't hit you, then I will