Happy Ever Disaster

Watch the dust as it settles for you Paint my fingernails to match the mood We always settle for feeling blue And I keep blocking your view Looking out for you is the price I pay for caring My heart on my sleeve is the punishment I'm wearing I wish I could relate to the scars that we share But what you don't see is to me, they're not there You've been up and down a lot And I've been trying to find a new way for us to start Cause I can't remember the smell of your clothes Searching for my purpose just made me feel worthless I feel the tremors from inside my bones A happy ever after is made for disaster with me I'll hold you close And wait up late at night to make sure you get home But I know this is all 'play pretend' We're not meant to be more than just friends Joyful days turns to months we spend Knowing we're close to an end Cause I can't remember the smell of your clothes Searching for my purpose just made me feel worthless I feel the tremors from inside my bones A happy ever after is made for disaster with me And every excuse that we make Avoiding the things that are too hard to say I know that we're wasting away Losing track of what we'd call our yesterday Losing track of what we'd call our yesterday Cause I can't remember the smell of your clothes Searching for my purpose just made me feel worthless I feel the tremors from inside my bones A happy ever after is made for disaster with me Cause I can't remember the smell of your clothes Searching for my purpose just made me feel worthless I feel the tremors from inside my bones A happy ever after is made for disaster with me