Favorite Disease

Wanting, watching, debating, on which way to run to, Haunted, voices, craving, someone to run to, I haven't lost myself in a long time, I never tried to care when I wanted to, I just want to be part of something, I just want to be real like you [Chorus] Sometimes, I feel like a monster, And times, I feel like a saint, I'm on my knees, you're my favorite disease Silent, warnings, tell me, that I've let things come, Undone, show me, teach me, the way to heaven, 'Cause no other way can, I haven't lost myself in a long time, I never tried to care when I wanted to, I just wanted to to be part of something, I just wanted to be real like you [Chorus] Closer, closer, closer to you, I need to be closer, I have closure, and get closer to you, Every step I take... [Chorus] And I love the way you kill me, Love the way you heal me, I love the way you kill me, Love the way you heal me, I love the way you kill me, Love the way you heal me --- Favorite Disease - Thousand Foot Krutch