What If

What if I never made it home If I didn't where would I be What if I told you I was wrong I'm just a victim by these dreams What if I never made it home Who's gonna come looking for me What if I told you I was wrong I'm just a victim by these dreams I wear my city on my back like it was shoulder pads I knew some niggas growing up who never had a dad Remember standing on the block until I got a bag I had to get up out the gutters never going back Would you believe me if I told you that I had a dad But nigga I don't give a f**k cause I ain't never ask My nigga's sitting in the ? that may be sad Because if he ended up getting popped he ain't coming back Cause everyday I had to go and get a bag Now I got it I ain't never looking back Now I'm getting s**t I never though I have But I told you I don't even like to brag Ever since a youngan all I knew was run it up (run it up) Only think I ever knew was run my money up (money up) If you wasn't with me from the start that started up (that started up) I know some nigga's be huffing and puffing suck it up What if I never made it home If I didn't where would I be What if I told you I was wrong I'm just a victim by these dreams What if I never made it home Who's gonna come looking for me What if I told you I was wrong I'm just a victim by these dreams If I never made it home and all my family couldn't ? I know I did some wrong but it is what it is Gotta always keep your head up even if the pain to real Gotta stand up like a man yeah gotta face my fears And I know it's been a ? but I'm still here I don't know what you been told ? can't be too real I gotta protect my son If anything happen to my fam I'ma kill someone You know that pain be running deep when you love someone (You know that pain be running deep when you love someone) What if I never made it home If I didn't where would I be What if I told you I was wrong I'm just a victim by these dreams What if I never made it home Who's gonna come looking for me What if I told you I was wrong I'm just a victim by these dreams