Things Will Never Change

Yesterday I felt golden Like the sun was in my blood But today you've got me feelin' Colder than the fog on the bay Cold in my bones, another cloudy day I'm holding onto the way you've been making me feel lately Pushing down all the words I never wanna say I'm holding onto the things you've been saying you'll do for me And I'm starting to think things will never change The way I come apart Brain fog after two drinks And you know I can't handle a crowd But he slurps up the smiles Like a kid sippin' on OJ And I can't help but wonder if she likes 'em loud I'm self reflecting again Place a codependent bid Time to draw back in, maybe go for a ride To think things out some more, cause I'm holding onto the way you've been making me feel lately Pushing down all the words I never wanna say I'm holding onto the things you've been saying you'll do for me And I'm starting to think things will never change Yesterday I felt golden Like the sun was in my blood But today you've got me feelin' Colder than the fog on the bay Cold in my bones, another cloudy day So I'm letting go of the way you've been making me feel lately Loose my grip on the thoughts that drown out the truth I'm letting go of the stories weaving themselves together behind the scenes Then when they're gone I'll just relax with you La da da da da da da da da da da La da da da da da da da da da da La da da da da da da da da da da La da da da da da da da da da da