Finding Shelter In My Larynx

(Everything's black) (You did good, $lick) (It's a SMASH) I'm screamin', "Fuck love," 'cause I guess I never got enough Shark attack, an album every summer like I'm Oddy Nuff Grey Gorilla, I'm grippin' my Harambe nuts How can I trust when my own blood be actin' sus? Fuck I got feelings I could never feel Keepin' a blade up under my tongue just so I can guard my heel Constantly eatin' pills like I never skip a meal Them hoes, they wanna chill, but I just give 'em Vistaril (Your call has been forwarded to an automated voice messaging system) All these missed calls, texts left on read When I do answer the phone, it's usually, "Who is this again?" I can see it in their eyes that they see me as a check, as a threat Fuckin' hatin' on me, waitin' on me to miss a fuckin' step They would love to catch me slippin', yeah, that's why I learned to fly Always tryna touch the sun before I fall to my demise Broken skeleton scattered, I'm only buzzin' 'cause of the flies But I gained a million listeners on Spotify overnight --- Finding Shelter In My Larynx - $uicideBoy$