Nicotine

Two lies, back to back Two years, now it's past Two fears, come to pass Too near, this can't last Broken glass is covering the floor now The bottles I poured out Tried to purge myself of everything about you But when you always show up on my doorstep Choking on your every word Your every desire While I gasp for air You just stand and stare Choking on you like nicotine My lungs are on fire But I won't die today 'Cause you will kill me slowly I don't wanna feel like something's wrong (But something is) I don't wanna blindly just move on (But you know you will) When I'm wasting daylight Sleeping on the west side Maybe I can stop time I (know, know that you, know that you won't) I know that I can't seem to move on (Don't move on, don't move on, don't move on) And free myself from you Choking on your every word Your every desire While I gasp for air You just stand and stare Choking on you like nicotine My lungs are on fire But I won't die today 'Cause you will kill me slowly Words are creeping in they're not mine (You will do what I say) Maybe I am losing my mind (You will do what I think) Maybe I am hanging by your strings (You're gonna move with me) I (you are alone with me) I know that I can't seem to move on (Don't move on, don't move on, don't move on) And free myself from you Choking on your every word Your every desire While I gasp for air You just stand and stare Choking on you like nicotine My lungs are on fire But I won't die today 'Cause you will kill me slowly --- Nicotine - Unlike Pluto