Already Dead

was born among animals and immediately they started looking at me to be the one who causes happiness I've been blessed and cursed so many times that I forget I got nothing left to give I got nothin worth shit Nothing to show for it a bunch of prayers and promises Nobody gives a fuck There's no one I can trust because All my friends are already dead I found all 12 shot in the head They're in heaven learning how to fly I watched all 12 mothers cry All my friends are already dead I died once then I died again I give you water but you beg for wine I got no pity for your selfish kind cause it's MINE The last word is MINE They called me Teacher and King since birth But they treat me like dirt when I walk the earth I faced my fears. I won that fight For 40 days and 40 nights Cried my name and washed my feet Paved the street with olive leafs I’m so lonely i could cry The devils laughing and I know why Because All my friends are already dead I found all 12 shot in the head They're in heaven learning how to fly I watched all 12 mothers cry All my friends are already dead I died once then I died again I give you water but you beg for wine I got no pity for your selfish kind They say Please God gimme just one more chance I won't never disagree with your word again lord give me that and give me this I'll take care of the poor And the starving kids Come on god give me money and fame I'm about to lose faith in your holy name Fair weather devotion. Closer than most men. Never ask me for a goddamn thing because I don't believe in you!!! You're Already Dead