Too Dead Inside

Full of love full of hate Can't decide what to take Take me somewhere pretty Pretty enough to fill this empty I can only get so close To looking like how I want to be I can't stop relying on The darkness of my own demons, it's unholy Memories, the curse of teeth That bites into my flesh and bleeds out of me The bloody mess I made The love that always fades The flowers that remain Where do I go When I want to See the sunrise But I'm too dead inside? Too dead inside? Too dead inside? Too dead inside? Too dead Where do I go When I want to See the sunrise But I'm too dead inside? Too dead inside Too dead inside, too dead (take me somewhere pretty) (Pretty enough to fill this empty) Toxic like a burning haze I got lost inside this maze I'll say it once, always check it twice I went offline from this device Teach me how to love myself I'm not dead yet, I never forget A silent crawl towards the throne The path to death, the promised land You will never understand, uh I can't stop relying on The darkness of my own demons, it's unholy Memories, the curse of teeth That bites into my flesh and bleeds out of me The bloody mess I made The love that always fades The flowers that remain Then I realize that it's not so shallow It's not so hollow I'm chasing, chasing, chasing, chasing my own shadow Where do I go When I want to See the sunrise But I'm too dead inside? Too dead inside Too dead inside Too dead inside, too dead Who the fuck wired my mind? I'm trying to find something divine An alien boy took all my might Left in the dark, he took my light In love with skies of clear blue lies I can only try and try (too dead) (No)