I only go south

Cold light in my lungs Doesn't hurt too much I wish there was, something to cut this tension because My head's filled up, I'm overcome Yeah Wouldn't you like it if I loved you? Wouldn't you like it if I had to? Sending me pictures from your bedroom Won't look at my phone in case I fall through There's something inside my eyes I'll change till I feel alright Fall into myself at night, hm I guess that I'm out of time Get bored and make up a new life Get better whenever I try, hm Cold words on my tongue They could hurt someone Yeah I'd never run, this isn't fun, this competition I'm all messed up Wouldn't you like it if I loved you? Wouldn't you like it if I had to? Sending me pictures from your bedroom Won't look at my phone in case I fall through There's something inside my eyes I'll change till I feel alright Fall into myself at night, hm I guess that I'm out of time Get bored and make up a new life Get better whenever I try, hm