Smacked

50/50 odds that This'll help me ease back Hope I got some loud pack Hope I got some loud pack 50/50 odds that This'll bring the fears back Hope I got some loud pack Hope I think that they hate me I'm dizzy, I'm faded I'm stuck in my ways Seeing too many faces Don't know why I smoke Cos I know that I hate it I'm bored and it's easy My body can't take it Know that it's easy My body can't take it It's always the same No, my body can't take it I'm frying my brain No, my body can't take it Do I have cancer? My body feels different Muscles are twitching I'm losing my vision I inhale and exhale Manually breathing I'm checking my pulse Just to feel my heart beating Never get laid And I'm not getting paid Don't leave my house On the couch getting faded Life's overrated My family hates the way that I've been living My mind is a menace Here I go again I'm the biggest fan Til I'm up and then Don't know where I stand In my head The senses left There goes me at my best Burning in my chest Don't look that way at me You don't know what that makes me think You'll never find peace or profusion Or get over your fears of rejection Wake up, wake up Sad, it's always so fun til it ain't fun You're all alone on this one Got no help on this one No, you can't outrun from the things you've done You're a pig You're shit Off yourself Go dig your ditch All I know is that this is different Won't you come back down from there Won't you come back down Could you be my new religion Bring me from my bad decisions Clearing out my cloudy vision Sunshine out on the horizon Where went all the days Wasting them Fighting my thoughts away I could change if I wanted