The Stupidest Boy

I know you when I'm sleeping I know things deep inside of me The excitement that I swallow I swallow things that I can't see I know you're right behind me But I'm too dumb to turn around I wake with my left arm numb Am I the stupidest boy in town? (The stupidest boy in town) Can you see my mouth open wide Lopsided and confused The dead weight of my left arm And already sold that you will refuse Substance dream mechanical failure My little lost boy trying to sound I wake with my left arm numb Am I the stupidest boy in town? Pain is good if I had understood Stuck with weight that's hard to hide Numbness disappears when you are near Nicky, take me for a ride Your daddy is smiling at me White horses flowing through his veins Impossible eyes, forgotten future And enough angst-ridden guilt to go insane A walk together, a walk that hurt A road I didn't know and soon forgot I wake with my left arm numb He's not with you, will you be with me? Pain is good if I had understood Stuck with weight that's hard to hide Numbness disappears when you are near Nicky, take me for a ride Nicky you touched me Nicky you touched me Nicky you touched me Nicky you touched me