This Could Be Us but I'm Falling Apart

I get my health from my mom She is unbreakable, unmistakable Makes it feel like getting somewhere I get my spite from my ex She was unfaithful, ungrateful Made it look like cheating was fair I get no help from my shrink She is incapable, I'm un-savable I'm wasting my time sitting in that chair I think of all the times its crossed my mind Am I good enough, am I fucking up And are you tired Of fielding every doubt and fear of mine Its affecting us, can you shut me Or is that your type People want a reason to complain I just wrote a book, see how long it took I'm not done yet Maybe its just me and that's a shame I need an inner-look, I have no input But I forget I get my health from my mom She is unbreakable, unmistakable Makes it feel like getting somewhere I get my spite from my ex She was unfaithful, ungrateful Made it look like cheating was fair I get no help from my shrink She is incapable, I'm un-savable I'm wasting my time sitting in that chair I hate the sound of this song It is unplayable, unmake-able I'll erase it disappear In thin air --- This Could Be Us but I'm Falling Apart - 6host