I'll Never Figure It Out

187 do the most Don't want nothing but the smoke Now I'm back up off the coke Lines are filling up my dome I ain't sober no more I feel the venom in my bones It's so motherfuckin' cold I wear my sorrow as a coat I been tryna figure out how Imma end my fucking life I been wasting everyday away don't see no fucking light I be comatose I don't even wanna fucking write Got the noose in my sight pull it really fucking tight I be so damn dead In the shed Got manilla fulla bread I'm gon' flex Man that shit so wack Fuck a check I still got a fucking hole In my chest oh yah Posted with Saliva smoking dutches at the river mane Milo pulling bitches like he be pulling them triggers mane I popped up out the vent so they ain't know I was the killer mane These bullets make him dance like Michael Jackson up in Thriller mane I'm spaced out on the couch with the Xanax in my mouth I'm popping double what they recommend while smoking on the loud hoe All I ever wanted was to make my papa proud And now I'm lying face down while I'm dying on the ground Cause I'm a fuck up, a waste I'm shoving pills up in my face If you want to disappear then allow me to demonstrate I'm chopping up a lot of cocaine imma sniff it off a plate I got my hand around the barrel to my head I contemplate I don't hesitate, I grab the .38 I'm cocking it back and blast in your motherfucking face I'm fucked up smoking a wood up in my grave My existence is over my name forever erased bitch --- I'll Never Figure It Out - 99zed & Saliva Grey