Peak

I miss the Christmases we used to have I miss when mom was angry at dad I miss when silence covered the house Rather you be here angry Than living without The world tells me there's highs and there's lows But I never been this low before So if you tell me to climb to the peak Don't be surprised when it's only me froze Wonder if the world knows just how it goes Wonder if money was never the goal Know that pain is dealt with the best By those that dealt with the most And you couldn't see The snowfall Down from the mountaintop I couldn't be So calm I had to make it stop Said you couldn't see The snowfall Down from the mountaintop I couldn't be So calm I had to make it stop Bottling pain and aggression That bottle symbolic depression My grip on this life it loosens Never had problems with loose lips Always been living it my way Can't get much further from Godly 187's calling I ponder these thoughts all day You don't feel alone Bitch you write these bars just to fill a room Maybe you should check yourself Cuz nigga lately I ain't even feeling you U happy seeing 21 Sheesh I'm happy seeing 22 U acting scared infront of the drop I'm staring at the sky a wonderful view Eyes low cuz the liqour cloudy Wonder how the f******u feel without me Stepping over all these niggas just to fill my motives I'm the reason we divided Not caring for quotients Never seek the answers only the problems If I'm ever at the top Still stare at the bottom Spending most of my nights Still sick and Conflicted Zero chance to repair So it's zero for fixing And you couldn't see The snowfall Down from the mountaintop I couldn't be So calm I had to make it stop Said you couldn't see The snowfall Down from the mountaintop I couldn't be So calm I had to make it stop So cold So alone Nights spent on the road No I don't need a phone Cuz' I don't wanna call So cold So alone Nights spent on the road No I don't need a phone Cuz' I don't wanna call --- Peak - Alex O'leary