Dissociation

I'm drifting There's nothing here but distance There's no one here to listen Perfect vision It's hard to trust in my position I can't forget what's been forgiven Cause I just need an escape I pray I find my way Before I suffocate I've been lost for some time And I just can't get out my mind I feel like I've been trapped inside I know I'll never make it home My demons won't leave me alone But I have to live this life I chose Disconnected And no one ever gets the message It's hard to see from my perspective Emotionally imperceptive Cause in the end, these drugs are all I'm left with The end is something I've accepted Cause I just need an escape I pray I find my way Before I suffocate I've been lost for some time And I just can't get out my mind I feel like I've been trapped inside I know I'll never make it home My demons won't leave me alone But I have to live this life I chose Won't, they won't They won't leave me alone, alone No, no Leave me alone No one here Drifting, there's nothing here but distance