So Far Gone

My thoughts are getting jaded Along with my whole mind And anything but apathy is hard to find My soul is disconnected from all that i used to know It's getting hard to know where I'm supposed to go Now I am so far gone I don't know where I belong I find hard to carry on With all these curses Why can't I ever seem to get things right And closure is too far out of sight For me My brain is under pressure, It's buried underground I try to find a place where I am safe and sound Life keeps passing by And I spent every day trying to figure out why Life keeps passing by And i just don't know why Collapse and relapse into my old ways I feel like I am drifting, like I've been gone for days