i'm tired of always leading with my feelings

Feelings In my mind I'm by myself In here I've got nobody else Sitting silent by myself Oh oh yeah I used ta get high just to feel Anything that I couldn't understand Left a void in my soul in the end It just hurts a lot when you lose a friend Never ending race tryna chase the wind Vanity got it's grips on you again You just wanna be the man that you should Explain but you're misunderstood Compare, I can't lie that's my weakness Deep thoughts I just go in the deep end Introspect, filled some meekness What's my path? tryna achieve this What's my direction I'm peaking Humbling myself be obedient My heart is wicked, I'm feeding it I don't wanna always lead with my Feelings In my mind I'm by myself In here I've got nobody else Sitting silent by myself Oh oh yeah