Can I Begin

As much as I've been trying to say As much as I appear OK I'm holding on Pretending nothing is wrong There's many things I wanna see But first of all I gotta see me Coz I can't breathe Now that we're over Lifes getting colder Trying so hard to feel the sun Can I begin to re-live my life? Release all the pain inside Over done now Wanna love again Every day is a different vibe Up and down like a fairground ride Over done now How can I begin? Oh oh oh How can I begin? Oh oh oh I'm not trying win Oh oh oh How can I begin? To love again Situated in my bed Pictures running through my head Some are good Some wish I never took no no The probability of me Feeling down and lonely I'm no longer scared Now that we're over Life is getting colder Trying so hard to feel the sun Can I begin to re-live my life? Release all the pain inside I wanna love again Over done now Every day is a different vibe Up and down like a fairground ride Over done now How can I begin? Oh oh oh How can I begin? Oh oh oh I'm not trying win Oh oh oh How can I begin To love again? Hold on When all the hope is gone I'm starting at the ending And I'll just move on Fall down Still wearing my crown Nothing's gonna hurt me Coz what goes around comes around Yeah oh oh oh oh What goes around comes around Baby can I begin to re-live my life? And release all the pain inside Over done now How can I begin? Oh oh oh How can I begin? Oh oh oh I'm not trying to win Oh oh oh How can I begin? To love again --- Can I Begin - Alesha Dixon