Los Angeles

I signed a deal, said goodbye to my innocence I fell in love with Los Angeles I lost my friends to Los Angeles I lost myself in Los Angeles Came a long way, I brought Houston, brought Texas with me I brought my pain and my demons with me I say a prayer, hope the Lord forgive me I took a pill and I hope I feel it I miss livin' at the hospital I miss livin' down in South Central I remember back when it was simple I ain't have to fight with all my niggas Money complicated every issue Man, it's crazy how they deal with you Talk about it like they still with you Use my name as a meal ticket They don't wanna see me standing now Bipolar nigga, I'm manic now I want more shit in my bank account I want my granny a bigger house I grow more hungry like every day I feel like God in a scary way All of these sins that I need repay I need to find me some different ways I signed a deal, said, goodbye to my innocence I fell in love with Los Angeles I lost my friends to Los Angeles I lost myself in Los Angeles Came a long way, I brought Houston, brought Texas with me I brought my pain and my demons with me I say a prayer, hope the Lord forgive me I took a pill and I hope I feel it I made major changes to myself I am still a danger to myself Still, might grab the stainless off the shelf But I don't really think I'm finished yet I ain't even get to feel it yet Smoke ain't even hit the ceiling yet Only hopin' that I fade away I wake up and face another day I got shit that they can't take away All the secrets that I gave away Still, I'm regrettin' it more and more I took one, I need a couple more I need God, I need holy ghost I need somethin', give me comatose My depression what I love the most I can never seem to let it go I signed a deal, said, goodbye to my innocence I fell in love with Los Angeles I lost my friends to Los Angeles I lost myself in Los Angeles Came a long way, I brought Houston, brought Texas with me I brought my pain and my demons with me I say a prayer, hope the Lord forgive me I took a pill and I hope I feel it