Doesn't Mean I Don't

I was proud of myself when I said goodbye It was hard to walk away but I knew it was right Been avoiding all the places that we used to go Ghosting all the people that we used to know My heart is changing Thoughts rearranging Lying awake has Gotten me thinking I can't go back there That wouldn't be fair One thing I know is I can't do this again Doesn't mean I don't call you for a second then hang up the phone Doesn't mean I don't miss you at midnight when I'm all alone Doesn't mean I don't stress out when I go out and you might be there And then when I see you and you're with her doesn't mean I don't care Doesn't mean I don't, don't don't (Repeat x2) It wasn't hard to tell you were bad for my mind I tried to move them but the stars wouldn't align So the day that I left I was picturing blue skies Never saw the rain that would fall from my eyes My heart is racing Look down I'm shaking From having something That's taken away and I'm not going to change my mind But still I don't know why It keeps me up at night I know it wasn't right Doesn't mean I don't call you for a second then hang up the phone Doesn't mean I don't miss you at midnight when I'm all alone Doesn't mean I don't stress out when I go out and you might be there And then when I see you and you're with her doesn't mean I don't care Doesn't mean I don't, don't don't (Repeat x2) You took my heart and made it weak and then invaded it I had to wrestle all my feelings from around my neck You taught me things I never wanted to know Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh And finally I've escaped It's everything I need So why at night are pictures of your face still haunting me You had me torn up on the floor and it was such a mess Losing you was for the best Doesn't mean I don't call you for a second then hang up the phone Doesn't mean I don't miss you at midnight when I'm all alone Doesn't mean I don't stress out when I go out and you might be there And then when I see you and you're with her doesn't mean I don't care Doesn't mean I don't, don't don't (Repeat x2)