A Gap of Sky

I haven't slept for three days When I close my eyes, nightmares come alive Instead I try to stay awake See if I can make it through another day I keep pushing the thoughts away I'm gonna take one day at a time But my thoughts keep going astray To a place that I cannot hide away I keep looking for a gap of sky I keep looking for reasons to stay alive I wanna live, not hardly survive I keep looking for a gap of sky Sometimes I pinch myself To see if I recall, still feel at all Physical pain, cruel disharmony Trying to make it through another day I keep looking for a gap of sky I keep looking for reasons to stay alive I wanna live, not hardly survive I keep looking for a gap of sky If I could try again Take a different path Stay in the slow lane Maybe I would find a way I keep looking for a gap of sky I keep looking for reasons to stay alive I wanna live, not hardly survive I keep looking for a gap of sky --- A Gap of Sky - Aphyxion