Borrowing Time

This is how I feel You'd never know I can't seem to fake it anymore Try to see it looking from my point of view I'm on my back, so little power, nothing real to lose I can't sleep, now it's in my mind I feel myself decaying in my bed at night You don't have to worry, everything is fine You don't have to worry when you're borrowing time People don't know me They think they do Saying, "bitch, I feel so close to you" Would it really be too much for me to say I close my eyes in self-defense when I see the first light of day? I can't sleep, now it's in my mind I feel myself decaying in my bed at night You don't have to worry, everything is fine You don't have to worry when you're borrowing time I can't sleep, now it's in my mind I feel myself decaying in my bed at night