I Hate It

Is everybody else as tired as me? I'm sick, I'm slipping into new disease I hate it, I hate it Hate it and I'll break it I hate it and I'll break it Hate it and I'll break it Is everybody else as tired as me? I'm sick, I'm slipping into new disease I wanna dance, I wanna go But everything moves so slow I wanna run, I wanna fight Going fast, can't hang tight Can't live it up, it's going down Won't have a head left for a crown Dead walking, it hurts Don't you know? it gets worse I hate it, I hate it Hate it and I'll break it I hold it, control it Mold it and console it I ate it, I save it Quiet 'til my grave, yeah Believe it, conceive it I smile 'til I bleed I smile 'til I bleed I smile 'til I bleed I smile 'til I bleed Fragile am I Fragile are my insides Yellow sun for yellow eyes My lungs whistle when I cry Bitter is my blood within Bitter is my medicine I hate it, I hate it Hate it and I'll break it I hold it, control it Mold it and console it I ate it, I save it Quiet 'til my grave, yeah Believe it, conceive it I smile 'til I bleed I hate it, I hate it Hate it and I'll break it I hold it, control it Mold it and console it I ate it, I save it Quiet 'til my grave, yeah Believe it, conceive it I smile 'til I bleed I smile 'til I bleed I smile 'til I bleed I smile 'til I bleed I hate it, I hate it I smile 'til I bleed I smile 'til I bleed I smile 'til I bleed