Failing on Purpose

Find my place everywhere Yet somehow I can’t pay my rent Too clueless to be scared Don’t wanna think in future tense I swear I’ll lose my head If I stop even for a second Think of what ya said Nothing worth it’s ever easy Leave it all to me just to lose my way I swear that I’m trying to change Lose my self in the little things you say This isn’t worth it, we’re failing on purpose Still pocket all the hate Despite the best of my intentions Hard to overstate How bad I needed this direction All I do is care Never content with my invention Stuck in summer's glare Progress we won’t even mention Leave it all to me just to lose my way I swear that I’m trying to change Lose my self in the little things you say this isn’t worth it, we’re failing on purpose Too stubborn to let this go Just tell me what I don’t know Drag me through the highs and lows Make a mess of me Just know that my checkered past leads me to think love won’t last Ideas that I can’t grasp Leave me bittersweet And homesick here Leave it all to me just to lose my way I swear that I’m trying to change Lose my self in the little things you say this isn’t worth it, we’re failing on purpose Say this isn't worth it, we're failing on purpose