Hiding from Myself

Silent screams and empty rooms Suffocated but not consumed Can you hear it can you feel it? It's haunting, it's calling Petals still fall from those in bloom Brave face on but not consumed Can you hear the white noise It's deafening, it's taking over Burn it up, burn it up Fear created passion in me The burning hatred that I so keep Bottled it up, bottled it up Don't you lay this weight on me Bottled it up, bottled it up Don't you lay this weight on me Hiding from myself The shadows they're watching over me Conscious numbing out But no-one, no-one believes me This agony and novocaine Drowning in the mess I made This agony and novocaine But I am worth every breathe I take (I take) All I ever wanted to see Was the best version of me What I got in return Was empty soulless worth Backed into the corner now Pressure building all around Can you hear it can you feel it It's haunting it's calling Fears move on and life grows old Something I have always loathed Can you feel it, the darkness It's taking over Hiding from myself The shadows they're watching over me Conscious numbing out But no-one, no-one believes me Hiding from myself The shadows they're watching over me Conscious numbing out But no-one, no-one believes me We all dream of an everlasting paradise Where we feel safe in our own heads Hiding from myself The shadows they're watching over me Conscious numbing out But no-one, no-one believes me Hiding from myself The shadows they're watching over me Conscious numbing out But no-one, no-one believes me Hiding from myself The shadows they're watching over me Conscious numbing out But no-one, no-one believes me