Indifference

Are you still waiting? I guess I'll just set the tone. Well maybe I'm jaded, Or maybe I just feel numb. Or maybe it's all her fault, she left my heart alone. Or maybe it's personal and no one needs to know. But what was I saying? I guess I'll just take it slow. You said that I gave in, Or maybe I just let go. But you wrapped your hands around my neck and said I choked. Well maybe it's all your fault, you left my heart alone. Let this fill your soul, do what you have to do to make yourself feel whole. Let me feel your heart, I only ever tried to love you from the start. I'm full of regret and I can't forget the way you could. If I only meant as much as you said I always would. After the hell that you've put me through, I guess I'm a fool for not knowing it's true, But now that I see the proof, Your love only shows when it benefits you. I can't say that I feel nothing for you, because the truth is I still try. But I can't feel any sympathy for you, when you keep pushing me aside.