The Stages Of Grief

Where do I begin pain finds a way in Every time I think that I have found the words to say Bumps raised on my skin, oxygen gets thin Even when those words come out my voice just seems to shake Has my mind hit a wall or is this natural I guess I've never faced something that made me feel so small Am I against the wall does it get easier I guess I've never lost someone that made me feel so whole And I know they say that time will heal my wounds but I'm only feeling bitter without you, time has no friends, time has no friends Can I find my place in a world that your not in I can't hear you but I know you're there Giving me strength to stand The dream we had, the life we shared For you we'll see this through until the end You're the thought when I am trying to fall asleep This sinking feeling in my chest I try to breathe Stop asking if I'm fine, how could I be ok? What I wouldn't give for me to take his place From the pain that I feel I know our love was real