Try to stay alive
The 2020 ride
I’ve smoked plenty, I’m ready, to feel the vibe
But I ain’t even high
I’m tryna quit before I’m 29
Cuz by time, I’m 30, let’s be honest
I’ll prolly up die, I’ve already cut my ties
Got like 3 people in my phone left and nobody’s facing time
But this still feels like jail, what In the hell
My life feels like a clearance sale, but I guess only time will tell
I throw my diamonds down a wishing will
I didn’t spend them well. Oh well
To write a song
You need to live
Take a life
Destroy your own
And close your eyes
Let your senses hone
Let the will rise
From every bone
Within your heart
Let it take you home
My flow has been gone with the wind it went from hot to cold
Tore this shit up for a short time like a tornado
Right now it’s 5-0
Tryna rise above the ‘crites but I’m stuck 5 below
And by 'crites, I mean a lying’ hippo, hungry to find info
I gotta sit bro, you’re so fuckin nosey
I’m laughin' cuz the scent always been smoke
And your face grows like Pinocchio
I’m a great ghost, I got no ringtone
The dough what I bring home, in a Nike duffle with broken big toe
Lookin for signs in the window but I’ve never been closed
Mind and arms open but eyes got a blind fold
You gotta sign for it if you want your life gold
It’s a long road home and this ain’t even Rome
Now I’m lyin’ down I’m in a lull
Can’t get by without my mouth
It’s the one thing that never let me down
Never had anyone to pull me out
The truth speaks loud
I don’t doubt
That you think
I’m full of myself
And that’s true ‘cause I love myself
And it’s true that I try to help
I don’t wanna see nobody go through hell
‘Cause I’ve walked those miles
I know I been walkin' a different direction
And now I can step into different dimensions
I know that I mention aggression a lot
That’s all been feeling for decades
Can’t find an emotion to replace
All the headaches, that get me to bed late
If I was mood chart, I’m a sad face
Even if I didn’t have, a bad day
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Bad Day - B-Minus