Sad Sandra

I'm sad, Sandra, cause if I die I won't see my daughter high When she'll come home drunk at midnight Spewing joyfully her prime We would stare ourselves in worry Checking the clock twice Then scurrying to the door As soon as we hear a sound of keys falling to the ground I'm sad, Sandra, and I'm slowly dying But I've decided to lie I won't tell you how I'll miss The scent of your hair while I kiss'em I'll disappear as a burning leaf With smoke and some kind of relief But in my mind I'm still afraid I don't wanna die now Cause if I die, I die alone And ascending like a drone I'll be unnoticed in two years My memory gone with ease, no more tears I'm sad, Sandra, now you know why Don't worry I'm a tough guy I no longer want to talk Here it comes the last insulin shock This life turned out to be futile My body feels so stupid Don't forget as I go with the flow I'm shooting my last free throw Cause if I die, I die alone And ascending like a drone I'll be unnoticed in two years My memory gone with ease, no more tears