Spiders

Is it all that you wanted? Your hair blowing in the cold breeze Secrets within the trees That are not revealed to you You're frightened of your nature Your promises, they escape you What's one more burden on the back of this beast? I can't take back all the hurt I've caused Everything I love I have somehow lost And it's four in the morning And the spiders are crawling And my mind's replaying pictures of all that I can't undo Love, I'm trying But I can't pull myself out when the darkness comes Love, I'm trying But I can't pull myself out when the darkness comes Is it a stain on your conscience? Or is it more like a mural? A memorial for all those you've tried to be Is it how you imagined it In the great wide open? With all you've left unspoken now just hanging in the breeze 'Cause I can't take back all the hurt I've caused Everything I love I have somehow lost It's four in the morning and the spiders are crawling And my mind's replaying pictures of all that I can't undo And love, I'm trying But I can't pull myself out when the darkness comes Love, I'm trying But I can't pull myself out when the darkness comes Love, I'm trying But I can't pull myself out when the darkness comes So soon My old friend I hope that I never see you again Love, I'm trying But I can't pull myself out when the darkness comes Love, I'm trying But I can't pull myself out when the darkness comes Love, I'm trying But I can't pull myself out of this one No, I can't pull myself out when the darkness comes