What Does It Mean?

I was under black clouds Nigga stayed down when they left me in the background Feeling like I'm trapped now Mama didn't know she was living in the trap house Throw stones from your glass house Pops got locked, gotta hug him through the glass now They said I wouldn't last, how am I still here? It's gotta mean something (something) It's gotta mean something (something) It's gotta mean something (something) It's gotta mean something (something) I would trade a hundred years If I could take back all my mamas tears Took a loss and they all cheer On God that's the moment that they all fear (all fear) Look, I was only fourteen (fourteen) X addiction got me feeling like a whole fiend Sixteen, first time that I OD'd And I'm still here It's gotta mean something (something) It's gotta mean something (something) It's gotta mean something (something) It's gotta mean something (something) Best friend snitched on me (snitched) Nothing hurt more than when my own blood switched on me (switched) Bought my dogs big Rollies You can never really buy time in this shit homie I don't want a gold crown I just wanna do it real big for my hometown (hometown) I can go home now, but I'm still here It's gotta mean something (something) It's gotta mean something (something) It's gotta mean something (something) It's gotta mean something (something) You can never play fair Broke my heart all she left me was a band-aid Head spinning like a fan blade And it's still too early for the champagne I don't want a gold crown I just wanna be up top when it goes down Being loved is so profound But I'm still here It's gotta mean something (something) It's gotta mean something (something) It's gotta mean something (something) It's gotta mean something (something) --- What Does It Mean? - Belly