On My Own

I've been living in and out of alcohol for so long now That every time I try to wrestle with the truth, I'm lost on how I'm a liar and then some, I'm a cheater at best I'm sick of this wet noose around my neck I'm going forwards, looking back On everything I never had Under the weight of all the qualities I lack And I know it's time to change It's time to finally act my age Make amends with everyone I pushed away Don't leave me on my own Until I'm fully grown I'm not gonna be the only one To reap what I don't sow Don't leave me on my own I'm difficult I know I really need a chance to be someone Someone I've never known I've been living in and out of my own head for so long I can't recall when I let my heart behind the wheel I'm a self-righteous hypocrite and I always think I'm right But still you're asking me to spend the night I'm going forwards, looking back On everything I never had Under the weight of all the qualities I lack And I know it's time to change It's time to finally act my age Make amends with everyone I cast away Don't leave me on my own Until I'm fully grown I'm not gonna be the only one To reap what I don't sow Don't leave me on my own I'm difficult I know But I really need a chance to be someone Someone I've never known God bless you and good luck I can't stop you from giving up These things you do are not enough To save me Don't leave me on my own Until I'm fully grown I'm not gonna be the only one To reap what I don't sow Don't leave me on my own Until I'm fully grown I'm not gonna be the only one To reap what I don't sow Don't leave me on my own I'm difficult I know But I really need a chance to be someone Someone I've never known Oh no no No no no, don't leave me on my own No no no, don't leave me on my own