Jaded

This is my rat race I'm alone and lost to this world Happiness is something I can't afford Thoughts of what could have been Never entered my mind cause there's Nothing there when I began I tried to fit in but failed Like a speeding train I've derailed I've gone down the useless path That's only headed to the sacred nowhere land Don't' want to see you smile Jealousy and envy boils inside my head The pressures of life has tripled Since I became a fucking man [Chorus] Don't feel whole inside I'm alone Better off I had died I'm alone I raise my hands to the sky and I'm alone And ask god why am I still alive Lady Luck turned her back on me I'm alone Opportunity never knocked on my door I'm alone Then you wonder and ask me why I'm so jaded and angry I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone Never needed anyone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I accept my destiny Being ignored has spurned in me Contempt for anyone that I see There's no cure for all for what I got I've tried and fight but the pain is nonstop I'd isolated myself but necessarity has locked me in Its like a fucking sin Its here where I belong and Where I've allways been [Chorus] Don't feel whole inside I'm alone Better off I had died I'm alone I raise my hands to the sky and I'm alone And ask god why am I still alive Lady Luck turned her back on me I'm alone Opportunity never knocked on my door I'm alone Then you wonder and ask me why I'm so jaded and angry I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone Never needed anyone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I accept my destiny --- Jaded - Blood for Blood