Under My Skin

You are the only one that I let get under my skin. Cause' to feel you at all is better than feeling nothing. I've lost the only part of me, I ever felt was really honest. I'm lacking purpose. So tense, so full of doubt. Yet I know, it's finding its way out of my heart and to the surface. You are the only one that I let get under my skin. Cause' to feel you at all is better than feeling nothing. And I'm terrified that I've just lost everything. In the past few years that has kept me breathing. I just want the person that you promised me. (Now I'm stuck) Now I'm stuck in the middle of hate and envy. Caused by the two hands that made me whole. But I can't get enough. You are the only one that I let get under my skin. Cause' to feel you at all is better than feeling nothing. And I'm terrified that I've just lost everything. In the past few years that has kept me breathing. Writing over and over. Again and again. It's always the same end. Maybe I was never enough. Fought my way to shore. Cast back out just like before. Empty spaces remain wide open. You don't get it, no you don't get it. I hid it, trust me, I hid it. You are the only one that I let get under my skin. Cause' to feel you at all is better than feeling nothing. And I'm terrified that I've just lost everything. In the past few years that has kept me breathing. Writing over and over. Again and again. It's always the same end. You are the only one that I let get under my skin. Cause' to feel you at all is better than feeling nothing. --- Under My Skin - Boys Of Fall